Lots of awesome experiences this summer  to share, lots of hopes and expectations this autumn to write, lots of thanks for so many friends to say (I really wanna say that in Chinese)…However, my laptop is broken and the new one is on the way of delivery. However, I couldn’t help saying something~

A bittersweet birthday, A period of tough time-but I clearly know what I get is much much much more than what I lose.

My b-day this year is surprisingly celebrated for such a long time, with tears and smiles, with wishes and conflicts, with rationality and emotion. Everything happened suddenly but quietly, like the rain in Ann Abor. I did have a BLAST, not only on my B-day, but during my B-day week-

So glad of China’s 60^th anniversary, So sad of being far away from that lovely land;

So glad of eating moon cakes on my birthday party, So sad of watching a different moon in the sky;

So glad of receiving a cute birthday cake, a pretty CK bag and great time in lunches  from best girl friend and buddies here, So sad of having very little time to get together with them for expressing my appreciation;

Deeply touched by large amount of wishes  through calls, on-line words, e-cards, even short messages sent from China; Deeply touched by everything recently done for me by those old friends from HK, SH, BJ, HZ,Singapore and “Ross”

Thus, maybe I have no reason to say I was ever depressed by  what I couldn’t handle or what I couldn’t speak out or what I was forced to give up.

 “You know what…The greatest gift this year is just this bad one… It’s time to learn giving up; It’s time to face reality; It’s time to ignore whatever gross but cherish whoever worth to cherish. After all, TIME APPROVES ALL. ”---I do neet time. So, now allow me to say --What a F*, BITCH! Get out of me!

I just can’t believe those exhilarations in “The Hills” really happened on me in summer, as  I just can’t believe those frustrations in “The Hills” happened on me too. Fortunately, there is a happy ending for Lauren. I bet ~me too!!! My life is always super COOL. 

Best wishes to all REAL friends. Cheers in this gold October!